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[10/9/2024] So I ended up staying awake all last night. Currently I have been awake forrrrrr…32 hours now. I don’t really know why I couldn’t fall asleep last night but I plan on going to bed soon. I was suffering from some pain in my arm so maybe that's why? Also I never ended up watching Shiki like I said, turns out it's hard to find a place to watch it so i’m putting it on the back burner for now. I ended up watching Charlotte and it was okay I guess. I also bought the Madoka complete edition manga, hopefully I will like the manga better than the show, oh! And I watched Housing Complex C. It's kind of a niche show that was produced by Adult Swim, it only has 4 episodes so I thought why not! I gave it a try and I really liked it. It was a horror anime and It turns out I'm probably the only person In the world who liked it based on reviews lol. Anyway, I ended up doing some more cleaning and organizing in my room, it's looking real good now! I would like to get a cork board or something similar to hang up so I can put my keychains and art prints on it. They are like $10 or something so I’ll look around and see what I can find. I’m gonna end this here because I plan on going to sleep in an hour and I still got some bedtime routines to do. Hopefully my next entry will be a little more exciting, I did not get much done the past two days because of…well...being awake this long, but honestly I don’t really feel tired.

[10/7/2024] Today I did a little bit of cleaning and reorganizing. I put up a shelf in my room because I ran out of space in my bookshelf. I didn’t think I would run out of space in my bookshelf so quickly but I did! The shelf I put up made my room look a lot more organized for some reason! I also have been cleaning up some boxes that were left over from a while back. Tomorrow I have to go to the post office and ship out a jacket that I sold…I sold it for $50 but i gotta buy a box and pay for shipping so it’ll be $40 after most likely. I owe someone $20 so I'll be walking away with $20…not bad for an old jacket I guess. I finished Death Note again today. I watched it when I was in middle school so I had to revisit it for old times sake…and tomorrow I’m starting Shiki, I never heard about it or watched it before so it should be interesting.

[10/6/2024] Almost 10 days into the new month, it's going by pretty quickly. Today I watched Puella Magi Madoka Magica. It was pretty good but some parts confused me. I will definitely try and read the manga because it is probably a lot better. In addition to finishing that show, I will be starting Death Note. I watched it a long time ago when I was in middle school and I thought that I should watch it again for old times sake. I also thought about my time in High School today, I never had the chance to have the full highschool experience that I expected growing up. It went by very quickly now that I think about it and I feel like I didn't have the best time there (not that it's my fault I couldn't enjoy my time there). The night before this one I stayed up almost all night thinking about stuff I missed out on. Growing up and being who I am is not easy, I would watch other kids do stuff that I wanted to do or participate in, shopping after school? Couldn't do that, getting coffee after school? Couldn't do that, participating in clubs? There are NO clubs, not any that were good at least. They were all super shitty clubs that no one wanted to be in or sponsor. I actually joined the “gaming” club once, ONCE, i was there for one day. The gaming club was about tabletop games, which I enjoy, but the people in that club…well…I would rather not go into detail about that. The point is, growing up in a place like this, being who I am, I never got to have the experience I wanted in High School or even my whole life. Even now I think my life is shitty and I wish I was someone else or born somewhere else. It’s crazy how, for reasons out of your control, you could either have the best life ever, or the worst life ever. I would say I'm somewhere in the middle of that spectrum. I have a lower class family, but we still have money to do fun stuff every now and then, I buy most of my own shit anyway. The only real issue I have with my life atm, is where I was born, and how I was born. Where was I born? Some shitty place where nothing happens and no one can escape. How was I born? Transgender in the American deep south! One day, I will get out of here and do something with my life. But for now I guess I’ll just have to put up with it. At least I wasn’t born somewhere horrible like Sudan or something. Anyway…this post has been a little depressing so I will say something good, I ate cake today, and it tasted very good. That was the good thing I wanted to say.

[10/3/2024] Today I declined an invitation to go see a movie with my “irl” friends. Not really my friends but they think they are at least. I don’t really care about movies that much, I only really like horror movies and even then I like them in my own home, not having to interact with people and preferably for free. They wanted to invite some other people to come see it with us but like I mentioned I don’t really want to interact with my “friends” much less people I have never met before. It gives me chills and makes my stomach hurt thinking about having to cram into a car with people I just met and going to do something I really don’t want to do, plus, they invited me at 9:00 pm? Who the hell goes to watch a movie at 9:00 pm?? It's not even a horror movie either! And it's October for Christ's sake…anyway..the weather is cooling down a little bit and I find a small bit of relief with that. It is still really hot though. Later in the month it will be much colder so I’m glad, I really hate the heat. It is much easier to deal with the cold. I also watched dandadan and uzumaki today, as well as continuing Soul Eater which I forgot to mention I watched a long time ago. It is October after all and I need spooky stuff to watch! I also want to watch Shiki because I have never seen it and it fits the season. In other news…my mother wants me to start thinking about christmas already and I told her it just hit october! She asked me if I wanted anything..I told her to worry about getting my siblings stuff because they are younger but she insisted that I should get stuff too. Funny thing is she already got me stuff even though she asked me if I wanted anything! She told me she got me a memory foam mattress topper! That is definitely an awesome thing to hear! My mattress is very uncomfortable and that will help with my back a lot. My grandma’s are always hooking me up with money for Christmas so I’m thinking I’ll buy some manga or something. I guess that's all I can talk about today! This is the longest entry so far so I hope my site doesn't break trying to fit all this in!

[10/1/2024] It is October and that means...I can finally get in the mood of the season and watch horror movies and eat candy. Halloween is my favorite holiday, not only can I eat candy from my sister's trick or treating but the weather is also nice this time of year. No longer will it be 90+ degrees everyday but it can now be at least in the 70s. Also today is the vice presidential debate so I guess I should watch that. In other news…my service was cut off from my phone, it's not my fault, so I have to get another plan and a new phone. I won’t be able to make calls until that is fixed but it’s not like I was expecting any calls in the first place. I should edit the update log, I added a hit counter because I thought it would look cool at the top of the page, it does, but i’m not sure how useful something like that is to me, wow I have 30 visitors and 20 of them are from ME. I also edited the Archive page a little, now I actually have a blog entry to put there so it’s no longer under construction, still not sure what I want to do for the about page, maybe I will make more info about me there instead of just my name and stuff. Anyway that's all for this update, I don’t have much to day today, I’m just glad its finally my favorite time of the year and I look forward to this month, did I mention i am watching SOUL EATER for this time of year? And I will look for more scary/horror/spooky anime too!i wish i hadn't had watched Mieruko-chan that would be perfect for this time of year

[9/30/2024] Created this website for fun, I will upload blogs here and other things. Most of the website is under construction and wont be done for awhile. previous blog posts can be found in the Archive tab and the latest one can always be found here. On the right side of the screen is the currently and Update log sidebars, the currently sidebar is just to display what I am doing at the moment and the update log is just for updates to the website so I can keep track of my progress.